I witness the rise of the words Goddess, the Feminine
These are current trendy words
Full famed in glory
I DEEPLY WONDER ABOUT OUR INTENT AND UNDERSTANDING OF THE ENERGETIC
PRESENCE OF THIS INCLUSIVE PART OF EVERY BEING ON EARTH
These days I pause to question to narratives, the beliefs, the meanings and identifications of the words “Goddess and Feminine” by and through this world
I know little
Yet there is this depth to me that oozes and whispers
Life has been my teacher for years
As long as I remember, I have been soaking in my reflectiveness
The day, I consciously committed to connect to my essence
That day onwards, this life within has been leading
I am not yet there fully
I do not always understand it all
I do not always listen to my self
MY VOICE, MY INTUITIVENESS, MY GODDESS WITHIN, MY FEMININE
CALL IT WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE, THE TERMS ARE ENDLESS
But what I know is that
I AM NOT DISSOCIATE FROM THIS ENERGY
IT WAS NEVER TAKEN AWAY FROM ME
BUT I WAS VEILED FROM MY TRUTH
I know little
BUT I KNOW THAT ANY ACT OF EXTERNAL ADORATION SERVES LITTLE
IF I DO NOT OUTPOUR SAME UNTO ME
This energy that some are calling Goddess or Feminine Power
Is ever present in every human being
There is no need to clothes or accessories to grant access to HER
There is absolute no need to any external practices to lead to HER
She is the One who leads
WHEN SHE BECKONS
SHE IS THE ONE TO LEAD WITHIN
SHE INCLUDES IT ALL
THE COMFORT AND THE DISCOMFORT
THE LIGHT AND THE DARK
This is where many of us are failing
This is not just Kali rising
This is way beyond
This is our rising
And for our rising to rise
There is no need for external interference
No teacher can be our intermediate
FOR THIS IS A DANCE OF
THE MANIFEST AND THE UNMANIFEST
THE SEER AND SEEN
This is ESSENCE of that INCLUSIVENESS, DESTRUCTIVE, NURTURING, BIRTHING, DECAYING, DEADENING, RELEASING, SURRENDERING, MATING, EROTIC, PULSATING, VIBRANT, PUNGENT, ALIVE, DEATH , BIRTH, words will not suffice to say it all.
While I witness ADORATION of GODDESSES
I pause and smile
I query and question
“CAN I ADORN AND ADORE MY OWN SELF WITHOUT
QUESTIONING AND DOUBTING MY WORTHINESS REGARDLESS OF ALL?”
My fellow sisters calling themselves goddesses
I pause and I bow in veneration
I whisper a prayer
MAY WE AWAKEN TO OUR ESSENCE
For calling oneself a Goddess will not suffice,
This is not a game of calling or faking till we make it
This is walk of the fierce humble one
To be stripped off,
Ripped apart
Bleed till death
THERE IS NO ONE ON EARTH WHO CAN DEFINE AND BRIDGE OUR CONNECTION WITH THE ONE WE CALL GODDESS OR FEMININE OR INTUITIVENESS
This walk is within
I witness how people call her Goddess, feminine
Whatever whoever she is
I know that I am not dissociate from her
Every since I committed to go deeper within
To own my narratives, stories, beliefs
But most importantly to reclaim it all
To remember and re-member my wholeness
THE GODDESS WITHIN TEACHES ME THIS
“FOR EVERY EXTERNAL ADORNMENT, LET IT BE FUELED BY AND THROUGH GROUNDED INTERNAL ACTS OF REMEMBERING, BEIGNESS, PRESENCE, INCLUSIVENESS, HONORING
IT IS ME WITHIN AND WITHOUT
I SEEK NO OFFERINGS FROM YOU
REMEMEBER
I AM THE ONE TO GIVE
I AM THE ONE WHO CAN SNATCH IT ALL WITHIN SECONDS
REMEMBER
YOU WILL NEVER FIND ME WITHOUT IF YOU CANNOT SEE, HEAR AND FEEL ME WITHIN”
May we awaken to question the intent, the beliefs, the meanings, the narratives, the identifications, the references, the connections, the links when we utter the words “Goddess and Feminine”
Much love from my heart to yours
Megha Venketasamy
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